The Stories
Friday, November 27, 2009
Sometimes when your waiting for that very someone to open that door, you really wish the person who is in your mind now is standing right in front of you. But he wasn't. And you don't care, because you just want to go on waiting.
That's how I'm feeling now.
I felt like I've been broken or torn apart.
Eventually that person is in no better situation and is currently feeling the same way too.
And the worst part is, I am the cause of his heart breaks!
Now I feel like a total jerk!
I'm sorry. I will do anything just to put that smile on your face again
&& I LOVE YOU
Photography-love (L)
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Sometimes I wonder... If I still can't quit sticking to my child-like behavior, sooner or later everyone will hate me. I do admit of being childish sometimes and even I, myself can't stand it. Old habits really die hard.. I'm trying my best to change this habit but now, it's how the way I control stuff. If you see me hungry but still got nothing to eat, I will get damn pissed off and won't talk through the whole day. If I don't get the stuff I want and I really love, I will get all moody and sad! Just one word, EMO! And if there are something other people KNOW and I DON'T, I will think that I'm not being liked by others and will sometimes will cry like a big baby sob. I mean WTH is wrong with me. Quit being childish from now on. I'm going to be 21 next year. So start to have mature thoughts now! Can't stand that childish kid inside of me!
Photography-love (L)
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
leading actress and actor
It's been a tiring day after my wedding photo shot! (*No I'm not pregnant and sorry to disappoint you, Zhen Yang, cos you expect i will get married from shotgun marriage, but NOT!) Anyway I have plenty of fun and some action.. *WHAMP**POW* Hahaha I just can't stop laughing at the pictures I took! And I can't wait to get my hands on the pictures! I hope it came out well.. I enjoyed the day very much although it's quite exhausting! But it's all worth it! Ah Ru, I hope it can get you through the interview. God bless and take care! Tomorrow will be having dinner with baby!
Ugh I miss you lydia, xue ying, vanessa, daphne, wen pink and other babes i have not listed now. But whatever! Come out cos I miss u a lot!
Photography-love (L)
Monday, November 2, 2009
The more you get close to somebody, the closer your relationship become.. It doesn't matter who they are, friends, boyfriend, family etc. A reminder, always be careful what you say to that person. Words can hurt sometimes. It's not a bad thing to be straightforward or something but sometimes I know the problem doesn't only lies with that person who speak up their mind, but also to that someone who is emotionally weak! Well, sometimes when I say you can be straightforward to me, meaning I'm telling you that you can tell me all your problems that you're facing, the way I act that you don't really like or today is not your day and so on.. But not me looking better with your long hair, my tank top look like pajamas, and I'm fat! NO!! But I will treat it as a daily life motivation to keep me moving on! But to tell you the truth, thanks to you I lose all my self-confidence for everything. I don't blame you but all I can tell you is I'm just being myself and that's the FACT!
Photography-love (L)
Sunday, November 1, 2009
I'm not in a mood rite now. Seems like my world is falling apart. I feel like a puppet at home. I feel like I'm a retard and no one even care how I feel. Trust me, I know how it feels when one is being ignored! And that's hell I tell ya. It's like everyone is turning your back against you and you have no one to talk to.. You can't simply vent your anger on them cos they will hate you. This is how I feel now. I'm so sick and tired of you people ragging on me, first I get it from my mum, and then my dad and now I get it from you.. So what... you're just my aunt?? What can you do..? You're in the USA and I'm at M'sia. There is nothing you can do.. Ugh.. I need a drink! Anyone wanna drink next week? A beer or something? I'm really lack of confidence in doing everything now. Even in a relationship, I don't have the confident to face up to him anymore! Probably because there is a wall that is dividing us apart? I don't know!? I'm just at the verge of vomiting.
Photography-love (L)
Friday, October 30, 2009
Just like dexter without his lab,
shaggy without scooby-doo,
Spongebob without his pants,
And I'm just nothing without YOU<3
A very short post. Just to stop my blog from collecting dust! Currently home alone, again! Meaning no outing, no slacking, dying of boredom and eventually no life!
Actually I also got no money to go out lar : P... So end of the story! BLAH!
Ta-Ta
Photography-love (L)
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Love me without fear
Trust me without wondering
love me without restriction
want me without demand
accept me for how I am
I wanna be the girl
he gives his hoodies to wear &&
cuddles up next to me when its cold.
I want him to come up behind me &&
wrap his arms around my waist,
catch me off guard
& whisper in my ear
you look beautiful
Photography-love (L)
